what if...

a few thoughts that kept diverting my attention from my studies last night, though i had an exam this morning... the reasons for thediversion are still kinda unknown...

what if after completing this semster of mine(coz i've already spent 6 months on it so might as well complete it.. but dont wanna extend this logic any further..), i drop out of college...
i'll do something which was the 1st profession i ever thought of taking up in life when i was very young... i'll become an Air Hostess...
vaise bhi, the aviation industry is on an upswing these days, so getting a job in a while shouldn't be much of a hassle... i'll just fly all around, check out new places, cultures, people n stuff...
as an after thought, i think i can also finish my graduation n then join some airline... not just as an air hostess, but also as an on-board technician or something...!

if that doesnt work out, i can maybe become a News Reader... there are ample number of news channels these days.. though most of them are below any possible decent standards...!
but that wont keep me busy all the time... cant be a journalist as my observing power isn't all that strong...
i could also try something like being a book critic or something.. but even that wont keep me occupied... i can read alot of stuff, but really dont know if i'll be able to make a real living out of just reading stuff...
i know if i have idea or thought, i can write well... it takes a little time, but i can... n i can have kinda weird n out of the way thought, so i can also give philosophy a shot... but dont think many would wanna read what i think or have to say... so even that isn't too viable an option.... but definitely something i'll try sooner or later...

i can turn to Psychology in a big way... thats something which has always held my interest... once, i think when i was in class 7, in my art class, i was supposed to draw my dream.. and i remember portraying myself as a psychologist who recently achieved fame by making some discovery related to happiness...!
the main reason for takin it up will be.. i wanna completely discover my own self... n then how other react to things n why do they do so n related stuff... human mind is one of the biggest mysteries n i want to explore one of its aspects...
i do try to, but as of now can only look at things in a certain way... wanna look at things in all possible perspectives...