how will they react...?

I have just recovered from illness after almost a week… and like other times, this time as well one thought came to my mind…

What would be the reflexive action of people if they realized I was dead…?
If I die of affliction, the people close to me would be prepared for it… but what if its some kind of a mishap…? Sudden news…?

It’s a thought which I do get a few times… I mean just how would people respond to it…?
How would my relatives react…? My cousins, the ones who really love & care about me as well as those I barely meet once an year…?
What about my friends…? Those who are closest to me…? Will they believe it instantaneously…?
What about my other friends, those who I am in frequent touch with…? Will they get curious about the silence from my part…? How long before each of them will get curious…? How will they try to track me down & finally figure out what happened…?
What about people at my place of work (where it’ll be at that time!)…?

What about individuals who I know and speak or meet up with just once in a while…? How long before they find out…?

And once people know it for sure, then what…?

How many people will sincerely be grieved…? how many will take time out to turn up to say their final adieu to me…? If asked to say something, what’ll be said…?
How many will essentially think about me & miss me initially…?
Will I be able to stay around my loved ones even when I am gone…?

22 years isn’t all that long a time, but then I do wonder at times, not when I am despondent or anything, but aise hi…

also personally, I wish to expire in a debonair fashion, sleeping peacefully, and cross the path to wherever it is or it is not…!