Imperfect God

“a god whose passion is not a redemption, who saves nothing, fulfils no purpose — a god who simply is."
An excerpt from Solaris by Stanislaw Lem

It got me thinking… is there really a purpose for us to exist ? or do we exist because we just do ?
Going with the Intelligent Design theory, some creator mixed the right ingredients together in accurate proportions at the precise time and place… maybe it was an experiment or just a game… but what was the aim…? Did life originate for a reason or as a consequence…?
The start is way too precise to be a coincidence… but origin is not the only mystery.. Darwin’s theory does explain evolution convincingly, but it is jerky with a lot of gaps still to be accounted for… though it does effectively diminish the need of intervention of a superior power…
Going back to the time of Big-bang… what existed before that…?
Does each galaxy has its own creator…?
The magnanimity of the universe baffles me no end… makes me feel like a Nano-spec… totally insignificant… but fortunate at the same time coz I exist… though I still don’t know exactly why…