hard at times...

Being alone is a hard thing at times. Everybody needs personal space but as is said excess of everything is bad.
I can easily keep myself occupied on weekdays. In fact I am generally short of time ‘coz I have my hands full with reading, TV, music & in near future cooking (trying my hand at it) will also be added to the list.
As I am beginning to settle down, I’ve already stopped calling most people on a regular basis. With some, too much of talking has already put me off. Just need my own space. Is staying on my own increasing the @ of ‘me-space’ I need…? It could just be another of my mood swings. But on weekends, the scenario changes completely. Since I don’t see anybody, not even myself coz I don’t use a mirror, I call up people… if I am not feeling lazy (of course that’ll be a miracle in its own right!)
Will I have issues adjusting with whoever I end up living with later in life…?
My mood swings are a Huge issue… will that person be able to handle it? I mean I still can’t for crying out loud! I surely am a difficult person to live with… I am saying so from personal experience ;-)
Punch line from today’s Grey’s Anatomy:
Nobody wants to be lonely & alone; everybody needs company; it’s easier to live alone than to die alone (but what if u didn’t realize just when u dropped dead!... agreed me trying to be funny sucks ;-) !)